A C H I ? - 9 -

July, 19th 2021

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It's been a while. Four months precisely. Realized that I did not write much. A lot happened alongside these Covid things. I still have this eczema but with different type than before. I had the skin rash, itchy almost every night, not to mention the burning sensations - those all do me no good.

I've tried the home remedies to make it less painful. Can't help myself not to scratch my skin whenever I feel itchy. It is on and off for three months and half now, to the point that I am tired and finally made appointment to see dermatologist again.

Gradually I lose my confidence everytime when I look at how bad my skin is. It isn't a good sign, I know. 

Aside from being plant-base about the foods and try doing meditation - which is hard, I need to figure out of how to maintain my stress-level as one of the triggers. Otherwise, these all will killing me inside, for sure.  

Forgive me for being a little to copious in talking about this eczema thing. You don't want to believe how much it had affected me.

;")